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02 Revelation 06
yest was revelation! 28/3/2006! its e 1st yr ever to hav camp 02 with revelation! it was a real sweet one! n yet a real both sad n touching one.. the hall was so pretty when we stepped in! balloons flying high up, streamers everywhere..then we see the walkway for us, n by both sides are lined wif candle.. so pretty! den e stage was wif kaleidoscope thingy den underneath was light to shine thru it... the whole environment was so filled with atmosphere.. my brain was crying already.. budden i was too bz rushing certain tings.. so revelation started wif me frantically doing work n den rushing on the stage for e candle walk..den in e end finding oni 5 ppl in og20.. so upsetting lar! anyway, den we went over to og5 for mass dance(: but i was dancing wif yuliang!! how ironic! hahaha.. no lar, my standard dance partner mah, cannot pangseh..hah.. heh.. but neway, somehow yest he was act smiling! hahah.. amazing.. haha, sorry for making it sound lyk i dun wanna dce wif u! hahah.. its juz its juz, u noe lar..haha.. den during e thankyou video, we crawled under e walkway juz to get to og5 to prepare to stand up n thank og 5 coz our part of e video was cut off.. q langbei lar.. thruout hav been crawling to n fro e walkway.. anyway, den aft tt was soon ogtime, n e 1st intakers were going off.. so we tried to give em e prezz.. den we rush back to og5 again.. to give e other side.. den run bck og20 again.. den when we went bck, we realise dey wanted to give us prez! omg, so sweet lar.. den ber started crying already.. i wasnt going to, until i saw em take out e prez! wah, make me so touched lar.. but juz teared oni, not much..its a mug wif letter n lollipop! den i tot it was frm e whole og, oni to realise its juz frm e 3 of em! so sweeet lar! ahhhhh! hence tt partly explains my nick..tt was abt it frm og5.. juz more of bonding etc.. den aft tt dey left while we had to help out w stuff.. n den did i witness e f1banners being stripped off turning the hall bck wif bare walls.. tt was e time i was v sad! its been our hardwork, alot of moments had been wif e banners, lots of effort.. my brain was crying again.. now out of sadness.. den hearing em wanting to throw it away is so rly upsetting lar.. but still, wat else can we do with it? anyway, den i read one of e letters n glanced thru e others.. wj's one is *erhem* tsk tsk tsk.. anyway, den aft which e i read e gals' 3some letter.. den 4got abt e mug letters le.. den i took an og22 photo b4 i ran dwn to meet my og5 for 'lunch'.. dat was e time i was reading gid n nic letters.. den kena complain read immediately so kept it.. den aft which i was reading b4 meal..anyway, i gotta tok to more ppl.. yepp, tts abt it for e day.. but yea, e 3somes' gift will be 4eva cherished by me! so sweeet!
new day, new sch, new class
haha.. yay, i tink jj uni so chio.. its juz a sudden feeling twds it.. neway, today is new day, start of a new term, aka time to settle down(; and its in a new sch(: supposedly.. but jj is still dere, but i muz tell myself to look at it differently.. no longer as a place of simply fun and slack but discipline to work n do well. den obviously, i met my new class(:.. was q happy to hav known which class i was lar, coz lyk many ppl i noe de same class lor.. basically ogls lar.. den i realise i happily went in tt class to find an og20 wif me! hahaha.. lalal.. more ppl i noe tt means..den i found og22 person oso! so happy lar.. budden in e end, e class seem q quiet leh...den oni ogls making e noise liddat.. different frm s19 lor.. i mean we first day den we started interacting lyk siao le.. measure ht n wt tt time, tok to others, so noe hu is hu le.. den aft tt still had to wait for a teacher.. den in e mean time, we tok to all e ppl in s19, den lyk noe ea other v fast lor.. although of course first day still not close lar, but e class wif 21 ppl seem so small n cozy n we juz rly v frenly to one another de lor.. so by 3rd day i tink we were q close knitted bah.. i mean teachers can come in n all say "i can see this class is a noisy/lively class"... haha, den tink we noe v well e class le.. but rly lar, we super close lor.. dunno y oso.. den now diz class.. act nv rly try hard enuff lar.. only rly break e ice wif a pair n 2 other ppl.. so i dunno leh.. but dey all seem lyk quiet quiet, not rly enthu de ren, so i dun rly tok to em.. but i tried wif a few lor.. ya, dey are q studious ppl lor.. yet not lively de.. i mean tchrs were askin us for responses to her que lar.. different toatally.. but i tink its probably first day.. mabbe a few more days n we can get closer..(: diz post has been draft 4 v long, so i shall leave it where i stopped(:
family chalet(:
hahaha.. diz chalet was meant to be a family chalet, but once again, og22 is anti social.. we din mean it to be lar.. rly.. e sentosa wan, much as i wanted to go wif e family, our og tot it was too far, so we decided to go sumwhere else together.. hahah.. so in e end og22 nv go wif f5 to sentosa, not even e ogls, coz ogls went w us to our og outing.. hahaha.. so evil of us rite..but id tink tts q funny n cool ting tt we did..hahahah... budden once of tt is enuff.. oh ya, when i spoke to f5 de ren, i was asking wat og, she og21 de lar.. den once i say my og, she say ohh, na ge zui enthu budden zui antisocial de og..haha.. in our family lar.. hahahah... but seriously lor, diz time we wanted to go chalet as og oso de lor.. den since dey say deres family chalet so we wanted to go wif em de lor.. but coz we hav cheaper lobang to book diz one chalet at same place, so we of course bk separately lar.. yet in e end we cudnt book it but family de already bk together.. so no choice we bk another one budden q far frm f5.. n summore is 1 day later than em.. haha.. so in e end, og 22 nv interact wif other ogs again.. but i wonder if we did during e mass bbq.. coz i din go.. i was enjoying myself at seoul garden wif og5.. much as id luv to join my own og in bonding tym.. but og5 is my og too.. but deres always only a few On ones in each og, which is sad but oso a gd ting coz of certain ppl.. den again, og22 mostly all q On de leh.. hahah.. only less dan one hand not interested, n less than one hand is want come but cant de.. so as a whole og22 rox my world! ohh, but i still haven reach main pt..hahah.. so it was a chalet where i ev night go back n slp only.. hah.. but i still had fun lar.. what i exp was a pillow fight wif irritating ppl, den pool n oso stone n chatting n eating.. which reminds me og22 always go for meals for their outings de.. its always go eat den go home..haha.. its q a slack chalet lar, n V little ppl stayed on for 2nd nite... frm lyk 6or7 guys n mabbe 4 gals to 3 guys n 1 gal? n tt 1 is me? i wanted to stay lar, but all wan go or dun allow.. act is coz i planned to stay le, so if i dun go accord to schedule, i dun lyk n id be reluctant n lazy to go against my schedule.. den esp coz i had a bday party til dinner, so of course i wun wanna bring all my barang barang to my event mah.. so of course leave it in chalet.. den by e tym i went back to chalet was already 10, so of course lazy to grab my stuff n go home mah.. rather stay in chalet, bathe n slp early.. though of course still not super early, budden its abt settling down.. not travelling or anyting anymore.. can settle comfortably de place.. so yepp, i left fully aft de ting ended.. still i enjoyed e whole chalet lar..esp coz out of all my chalets dere, its e only one tt is real homey in terms of bathing n slping.. but spending time n food n drinks in diz chalet err, can be improved lar, haha.. coz i had homey meals wif frens for other chalets before..but still overall diz chalet rox! positive attitude(:
difference
i realise jj has a spirit tt is seriusly totally different frm other jcs.. or probably its juz coz i oni interacted wif a few sama sama jc.. id tink i havta say tt ny has been a 'high c' exp where ive been trying to adapt into.. i mean im produced neighbourhd since birth.. moving into e sch, sumhow, its a place where i havta adapt lar.. i did, n i did enjoy myself in tt sch, where its e eng culture, n not juz eng but hmm, i dunno how to describe too.. juz tt ive been different in ny whereas compared to my pri n i tot its juz a change in me.. budden i realise tt i was bck to my old self in jc.. so ive been tinking, was i being 'restricted' in ny? in a certain way, tt is an unknown place to me? ive always tot im too used to e ny culture, n being bck in neighbour cult, i mite not fit in.. bt seriously i fit in real nice.. (or at leas i tink so) den yest i met up wif my ny frens.. i realise conversation topics are different... its den tt i realise i used to be toking those topics in e past but now im uncomfortable wif those topics.. i mean not tt i dun lyk it but its juz tt its not wat my usual conversation wud be anymore.. eg movies, its really movies which i dun rly hear abt ard sch.. had i been in *** those wud hav been familiar movies.. i mean wat we tok abt is act other types of movie.. but we usu dun tok much abt movies? or prob coz deres been too much activities going in sch diz few wks tt we hav no tym to be toking abt other stuff? i not sure.. but i tink yest when i was out wif my frens n fren's acfrens, i was bck to e quiet person.. partly becoz dey r ppl i juz knew but also becoz dey r deeply ang.. probably coz all rich kids so more 'childish'? but tts not e word to use on em.. i mean dey r not childish but err dunno how to say lar.. juz no worries etc? actually not tt too.. im not sure wat words i can match em wif too.. but when dey hav fun, dey hav it lyk kids? jj de i'd say we are 'childish' too but its juz different.. i mean e sense of humour etc is different.. id say i feel more comfortable wif where i am lar.. juz used to ours.. e guys r err can i say more understanding? not a gd word to use too.. but i rly dunno how to say.. ohh, n ive always wanted to say if id tell ny de tt i m an ogl, dey wud all be tinking jj's standard of ogl is real lousy man.. coz quiet n 'solemn' ppl lyk me can become ogl?? only diz special grp wud trust tt im up to tt job.. but seriously, if dey gonna see me in jj when its high time, dey are seriously gonna be getting a shock...
scouts!
hahaha.. still abt e scouts.. lalala.. dey are so cute.. hahha.. everybody tinks im crazy now, but yep, to me dey r rly cute mah.. hahaha.. dey smsed e 3 of us asking where uall live.. den i was wondering y.. den dey say dey mite be going to our hse.. hahah.. den dey call us summore lar...haha.. den in e end we realise dey doing job week.. hah, i tink we dragged their time coz i told em to come ard 4 coz ber cud hav reached.. den i 4got to confirm wif ber..haha, so in e end, she came at 430.. so dey slacked til 430.. haha.. dey super slack lar.. cud hav done more hse visits within e half hr.. but guess wat dey doing, climb those net towers at e playgrd! hahah... oh ya, i forgot to say e funniest tings! hahah, dey 3 always together, so i told em to stop gaying during e sthwest ting.. den in e end, when dey reached at 4+, i told em find seats sumwhere emself, den dey say ok, we go gay together! hahahah... den dey send me, ok we go gay -frm gay 1, ok we go gay -frm gay 2, ok we go gay -frm gay3.. if u dun get it, dey each rep. 1 no. den dey send 1 msg to me each, in order of 1,2,3..hahalol.. dey are so cute lar! hahahhaha... sorry, im super entertained by em.. den when ber came n i went to look for em, ber was chatting wif ken on e hp.. so i joined in since ber using earplugs.. den i told em both e story n ken say first time see me go so crazy.. hahah.. but seriously wat, dey real cute! hahah... oh ya, tt was when we found em at e playgrd.. so i shouted gays to em, n soon u spot 3 gays at e tip of e tower, looking dwn! ahahahha... neway, den somehow i treat em real nice.. i treated em to drinks, n abit of food.. rly treat em lyk younger bro lar.. den even help em fill their bottles, den wat else arh? hmm.. ohh, donated em money coz dey r seriously in need so as to prevent scolding frm tchrs.. esp tt one slacker.. hah.. but of course our money cudnt help much ehz? but i tink tts all for monetary le.. coz i seriously was too generous le.. no more no more.. not even when dey gonna look pathetic... neway, so all i can say is dey are real cute ppl.. hahha.. n oh ya, yes, i've psychoed em to all come jj (: haha.. tt was my main purpose.. hahahha
scouts rawk!!!
lalalala.. scouts are so nice.. esp the 3 gays.. wahhaha.. dey let me say until dey oso agree dey gay.. hahah.. dey so cute lor.. neway, to lost souls, i had 'volunteer work' at jurong east complex.. some southwest cdc thingy lar.. jj ogls are motivators together wif some sch's scouts.. we had rehearsal yest n frm it i got to noe some new frens, or shud i say jnrs.. hahah.. since it was juz aft orientation camp 02, i treated em lyk campers liddat lar.. haha.. except, diz tym, dey were truly younger dan us.. n dey all v cute! haha.. neway, i was supposed to noe only 2 guys, budden 1 was sick.. den i oso dunno y he suddenly ran off frm e line we were standing.. den i realised he was acting as MP.. budden he nv came bck.. so sad.. i kept worrying abt him as a ogl to camper.. den wat happen to e other guy? he was w/o partner, den always tok to diz 2 other guys.. yep, so i noe 3 of em! den dey all v funny de, although not high ppl... dey v funny lar! hahah.. den dey came and ask me, "y uall can be so high arh?" haha, so i gave em different reasons (to put it simply, its crap)..haha.. den of course i end it wif its juz jjc tts liddat.. not all jcs are liddat..hahah.. coz i tink dey commented sth lyk we not jc de so not high or sth liddat.. but anyway, tt que was wat tt happened yest.. juz wanted to say i noe n am close to em since yest.. den today, i so excited to get to see em again.. dey so funny to me lar.. n all v nice ppl.. den when i got near em once during e whole ting,dey were asking for xchange of bandana wif their scarfs.. i tot dey wanted my bandana so i juz agreed.. den actually all along, i wanted to keep in contact de, coz yep, cute jnrs(; can pull into jj(: so while at e end jj had to gather, i was worried dey run le.. but dey all waiting for e bandana! haha.. so ya, settled everyting.. den i was shock dey wanna giv us e scarf.. tot dey need it de.. den dey say nvm.. haha.. so sweet lar.. i was super happy aft tt! it rly brightened my day.. ahhhhhhh... (fa-ing hua chi here) hahah.. i lurve em! hah.. den coz dey 3 ppl i 1 person, so dey havta change wif others oso.. so dey change wif clar, (tt pairs' 'teacher').. den left wif 1 laz person w/o mah.. so i spotted ber n got her to change.. den i regretted my choice.. coz she so yai yai lar! haha.. no lar.. at least i hav ppl to share my joy wif.. but rly lor, all change wif gals oni de.. so weird sia.. haha.. no matter wat, the scouts brightened my day.. i'll rmb em for life! so cute de 3 ppl (: anyway, i was toking abt getting their contacts.. coz i shy take their contacts alone, so i got clar along.. den in e end dey got all 3 of our nos.. yep.. but its ok, at least i got all of wat i want, so i nv need to live wif e regret 4eva tt i nv get their contacts.. yepp(: i juz tink certain ppl hav 'yuan' wif me lar.. btw, i tink its not juz em tt made me happy(: oso becoz i saw og20 ppl(: esp e seah guy.. hahahah.. hes a super joker man..hahah..n den more imptly, i saw kaiyan again! n shes super related to tt seah guy lar! hhaha, n e seah guy dun even rmb her! haha... so sad, tts y i wanted to scold him.. budden ky stopped me.. neway, i betted tt he dunno my name oso.. always calling me ogl oni.. hahha, den aft q long, he appeared again, so i was toking to him agian lar.. den he was asking abt diz hp no. (its actually my no.) he noes its mine lar, but i tink he was doublechecking if not kajiaoing me lar.. den i was acting its not mine lar.. den i wanted to borrow his hp (juz to call to mine so tt i hav his no. coz my hp not wif me).. den he deleted loads of msgs.. muz be sb send him my no. de lar.. tts y he havta delete em b4 lending me..but i had mass dance 'performance' superstar.. so i cudnt get e phone, so i got him to wait.. den when i came bck, he was rly still dere! haha.. i tot he wud hav ran off.. neway, i called my own phone b4 he cud see wat i doing den he realise le lar.. n i oso realise sth..hahha... my name was put as suan wo, as in 'suan me'.. hahha.. so i noe he rly noe my name de.. not juz noe me as ogl.. hah.. its not tt tt is happy lar.. but is e frenship n bond wif em make me happy (: last part, is i saw daren again! haha.. og 22 saw daren! so happy lar.. hah.. tts all! juz can say i luv today.. n i luv red for 2day coz of e scarf!
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SYSW
