danchalet
yup,chalet..diz time at N!! my fav block.. still rmb my 1st wan was at N's outer most 2..it was great exp man! haha, all my chalet exp all happened in costa sands..so i'm somehow loyal to costa sands..
neway, yea, went for a day onli at e evening.. planned to go st aft dance but suddenly got sy meeting..not much happened.. though i confirmed one of my tots dere.. so realised tt dey went cycling while i haven went dere..when i reached, waited for ppl hu went dinner to cum bck.. watched tv(lots of it), den played cards..finally went for our dinner onli at 9++.. food court mostly closed..makan at BK..by e time, we finish, go kfc,it's close..den went mac.. din noe dere was one.. NeWly OpeNed..
went bck, played 4 rounds of mahjong n slept..too tired..
so,ly was asleep on one of e 2 singles bed while we played mahjong..under her head was e pillow n e one n onli blanket 2b shared btwn 4 ppl..den she was hugging another pillow..all we use to sleep was wif her..in e end,got all 3 stuff off her w/o her awake..phew..but in order for me to sleep i need to shift her legs..mua fren helped me but woke ly up..so neway got to sleep at 12 exactly.. so tired, brain oso want me to sleep liao..totally shut off.. budden in e end,i ended up waking so often w/o a reason! n den juz as i was halfway into e full kinda sleep,e alarm clock rang..so ya,disrupted my sleep..e moz interesting is nobody is awaken by e 530 alarm but me! look around, all still shui4 dao4 si3 si3..decided to go bck to sleep..wif tt sb's alarm on snooze mode.. so i woke up everytime e alarm sounded still wif nobody awake..onli until 6 den ly woke up..was asking her bout waking em up den we din noe how, n sumhow,we went back to sleep until 630..den i was so shocked..we were supposed to check out by 7 to go to dance lar..so i juz decided to on lights.. wake up a few.. den "wat time now"? "630" "huh?!! 630?" so ya..packed e rm frantically, refreshed ourselves,got on muadads car at 714.. late for cca for a short while..end.
sy craze still
looking at sy photos.. guess e sy fever is still in me.. but usually craze-s stay longer in me dan in any other ppl.. (as seen thru obs)lots of memories brought back thru e pics n regret taking v little of them.. sigh.. ohya, today met my tuition mates n i shared wif them all bout sy trip lor.. dey say i turned more cheery..etc yeh,i was rite in saying i changed somehow..
qn: so r we going on an outing any time together?? eg chalet or juz norm sy grp outing.. juz dun go shopping or places lyk dat in tt big grp.. a bit too huge..
omg.. wait til u see my hair man.. tt lady is great man, i mark out to cut til round my shoulder or little lower, she say too short liao, scared later my hair will qiao4 everywhere, suggest i cut a little longer n show me where she'll cut till n i agreed.. den she cut rite, i found it seeming lyk its a bit short but i tot is inner layer so i kept quiet.. den when she almost finish, i knew gonna die liao..i was still wondering if i can actually tie up my hair.. luckily can lar..she cut all e way up lar.. even shorter than wat i wanted her to cut.. now i tie hair lyk got one tail behind me lyk dat.. very irritating..
btw, i v happy.. xy smsed me all e way frm france! so touched..
happy day
found lots of stuff funny... including when sum1 was shock..i felt really sorry n guilty but e person's reaction was rlly funny.. sorry pal..
ok, not much to say.. juz tink tt i v ticklish today.
but today had fun wif sy mates..
Op Hse
tink ppl pissed.. ohno.. but i nv say neting.. sorri da.. din noe tings cant be shared wif ppl hu noe...
generally depressed.. dunno y too... coz craze starting to go dead? coz probe too much, too sensitive? coz i selfcriticising? coz i dunno neting? i really dunno..
my mind whirling.. duno for wat reason too.. ar ****... sigh.. wat's happening to me todae.. it's juz not my dae mayb... ok.. full stop..
Trip out
it wasnt going lyk i imagined.. juz e gang n 3 of us.. den another grp wif a few ppl onli.. others all not here.. sigh.. budden.. we sort of had fun lar..
found 45 bucks at lido.. but we lubushiyi, pick up n give to tic office..
eat at lido n watch movie.. not much lor.. den went to cine for e sake of gg.. yupxx..
i'm bck frm Shenyang
NO, i dun wanna be bck.. y shud i cum bck.. i luv e life dere.. i mean life dere was so carefree n fun lah.. den now i havta cum bck to reality.. no i don't want! i mean i wanna stay dere for another 2,3 wks.. i tink it wud be e best.. i mean ya.. sheesh! life bck in sg sux..i juz came bck n i was already smacked wif reality... all kinds of it.. tt i'm leaving e great sy grp.. tt i'm going bck to my family, my life, my cca training, my sch work! i dun want tt...
btw, i woke up early in e morn but went bck to sleep..coz i was dreaming of sth tt had been bothering me since i 'touched down' on sg... i woke up many times n went bck to sleep again.. mayb coz i dun wanna wake up to reality.. so in e end i woke up at 1+ not taking breakfast but immediately lunch.. tt makes me rmb our lunch's at round 12 or earlier in sy..btw, get bck to where i was.. i mean i was looking at e on-ed tv n realising oh ya, it's been long since i watched tt show.. neway.. i was feeling weird to be sitting at home at diz kinda time.. n oso eating at tt kinda time.. i was wondering where i was..
sheesh..i was kinda lost.. aft i finish watching tt show, den i came online(hoping to see sy ppl) yesh.. so i met xy.. we had to heart tok n ppl started cuming online.. we had great fun chatting lar.. den ppl were lyk askin me for e paw.. wahaha.. it's mine.. *not sb else's* hint.. btw.. we even dwnlded skype.. wif me not having a mike so dey open a msn window for me to tok while evryone using their mouth.. btw, even if i hav a mic i wun be able to speak lar.. voice all hoarse..
okie.. so let's tok bout wat happended
yesterdae.. so we were at shenyang airport check in n evone was so sad.. i dunno y but i cudnt cry.. ppl started crying but i was juz-- sad.. but when i checked in n we started doing e stand one row n thank ppl.. i was more upset n later aft tt, i tinkof e hostel, my buddy's home n sch etc n i got really upset, so i finally started tearing..
neway..den on e planes, i got real fedup coz i'm always away frm the big gang of ppl.. but dere's nth i can do...so on e china plane, i was wif nai nai riting letter..den e laz 15 mins when we reaching den dey tell us in front got place to sit.. den we move dere oso not much interaction lar.. but at least got a bit of tok..
den on sia, qiurong changed place wif ww..so ww not alone nemore lar.. but i ya.. i wished i cud go to e bck wif others.. but of course nobody wud wanna change.. so i decided not to ask. ya den later ran over to e bck once to pass letters den aft tt is to chat wif xy + entertain waiyee+ ww got sth to tell me.. so i almost stayed dere at a pt in time.. taking atan's seat to tok to xy wif interruption by ppl.. den when we going to fly to changi liao.. i was really hoping it wud turn back lah.. i dun want it to reach! i lyk e whole gang at tt time.. dun want it to split.. den later plane got prob(tink sth to do wif weather) so all had to go bck to seats.. n i got bored again.. so i watch ms wong play mahjong..
at collecting luggauge.. i reallly din wanna go.. will miss evbody.. so sad lar.. going bck to reality.. i din wanna go until e laz person gg out too.. so i waited 4 evbody den go out, still dun hope to push my stuff out of tt door to see my family.. kk shall end here.. blog some other time bout feelings..
I'm in SY!
Wahaha.. Guess y i can be on e com?? ok dat was lame.. aniwae e ans was we r using their schs com.. so i'm using e dbyc sch com.. okae.. fact
i had to eat dinner at 430pm but e sky looks lyk e norm dinner time of 7++.. weird rite..
okie.. not much to sae.. juz tink that i dun miss sg yet.. juz comparing e roads n traffic..
toked to eln on msn bout mou mou she noe n i noe..we chatted bout sth bout him n his fren... realised tt he's not as bad as i tink he is lah.. actually a nice guy... n frm past 2 days, tot he's not bad lah..
sheesh, havta leave now... need to go bck to practice dance performance..
Symeeting3
bothering too much really causes more trouble man.. shitty.. now i noe wat is ignorance i bliss.. i alwaes tot otherwise.. but now i dun.. ok...
diz is 4 e guys: sorry if u were really trying to 'play' n joke wif us at e end of e session at e door..
for a certain person (i hope u r reading diz), all i hav to sae is tt u opted to do certain tings can u lyk really do it...ur partner kept quiet all along while U opted to do it..we tried asking u if u ReaLLy doing it but u nv give a confirm ans.. den dere was no reply frm u b4 e nxt meeting... even during e meeting.. we came n ask u if u doing it n u ask us to ask others (tt u tot was ur partner).. u dun even noe hu's ur partner lah! let alone bother bout e thing u OpTed to DO... so tt's all i hav to sae.. n sorry hu eva was innocent party tt was at e door..
well mayb sb's blog mite be scolding me but above is e sth tt shud clarfiy stuff.. if still bu shuang den blog for all i care...
okie, neway, dt came to me in meeting 2, tinking if i was really bothered bout being onli nonip but i really din mind lah.. mayb i did rite at e start before i actually came in contact wif e gals.. but most of e time i was juz fa-ing lao2 sao1 for e sake of it lah.. when i really look at hu's hu, tt was e 1st meeting(i sort of look fwd to it lah), n at tt time i was already happie.. ya.. i wasnt bothered at all when i saed it lah.. i juz tot it was an interesting fact.. (it is wat!).. kk.. tt's all.. btw, i'm bothered by tt ting still.. i mean we haven even go dere already got prob.. how to work properly as grp.. so lyk i sae rite, if ur intentions were gd at e door, sorry for e anger.. but not sorry bout e tingy u opted..
SYSW
