blog abt nothing
oh well i guess im rly not supposed to put down diz entry.. e com crashed twice since e first time i wanted to blog diz entry..i mean i was completing diz entry yest n e com crashed. den today i tried reproducing it n com crashed again.. now im trying for a 3rd time.
so i wanna tok abt me having diz freaky dream a few days ago.. its q serious tt it affects my thoughts n my actions.. sigh.. nvm.. (yep i juz summarised 1 agenda)
den aft which i was toking abt my mass dance meeting.. hah.. it was q bad, lyk 10 or 12 out of 30 came? q pathetic rite.. sigh.. nvm bah.. at least some of em noes e dances real well le.. n ppl hu came learnt e dances.. n we had fun dancing n playing at e 'westcoast duplica' playgrd.. yepp..n eating icecream for some at e famous icecream pavilion.. hah, guess oni a few understand diz language (guess i am too influenced by davincidanbrwn which im reading rite now..so e entry's getting coddish unlike e previous wan) but neway, so yep dey learnt e dance, had fun, slacked.. n had fun meeting my radio.. i m positive my radio din fail me(: its probably the cd tt failed him (no offence) my radio will nv be seen in the dumps coz its so precious to me tt it hurts when it was on the hard grd paved by tar coz of some stupid person-_- hah.. no lar.. but its rly my beloved radio.. so portable though slightly heavier to be labeled as portable..
neway, den aft tt ppl left n left wif 3 ppl n me.. dey were heading for dinner, so i decided to keep em company, w/o my radio.. we had a 'guessing n catching' session which was q fun in some ways.. haha.. i got more of e thrill though.. hah.. it was tiring doing all tt running, so dey gave up.. but dey actually had plan b which failed coz i went by stairs.. haha.. n so we left for dinner.. then i realised dey3 were all my campers.. haha.. 1 og5 n 2 og20.. so og20 chat on their own n i was chatting wif clara.. nv got to chat so much wif her.. it was a gd time sharing opinions, n even certain things tt are bothering me are out.. and what i rote still holds true..
okok, so we've finally reached e final agenda..so recently ive been playing pangya which is some golf game.. i nv tot i wud be hooked on it.. i mean i noe nuts abt golf but now ive learnt some terms.. yepp.. not bad lar..q a nice game.. but gunbd still e better wan(: haha.. ok, finally finished..
abt last day of sch
hmm, this last day of sch, shall i say it as eventful? it was a monotonous but eventful day.. hah.. contradictory ehz? so early in the morning we had chem spa.. oh well, tink i screwed it up again... i panicked coz i was struggling in e calculations.. then i seriously wonder if my first and second part was correct.. but i got e x wrong.. as i expected.. i wanted to leave it blank at first.. budden i of course shud struggle right to e end, so i finally found an ans in e laz2 min.. but i guess tt was e wrong ans.. oh well.. sigh.. y am i not worried nor nervous? its a levels we are toking abt here lehz! ppl are worried for me.. im worried for myself.. but myself is still so slack n not wanting to do anyting.. how? sigh.. hmm, isnt it eventful having to get spa on e last day of sch?
den my 'cliques' all went for cluster camp, so i was left q lost.. coz deres 2 other cliques other than e guys.. budden i seem to be nt rly accepted by em? or mabbe im juz tinking too much.. coz i tot its better to 'csap' wif gals more than where we are mah.. but probably too late? anyway, no matter wat, dey seem to call out to gai oni.. neway, i was wif em lar.. n dey err 'saw' my prescence? haha..ok lors.. tts abt it.. neway, so i was wif em for break until math lecture n gp..
den i was doing pw wif quan.. did stuff in e library and then meet chong to approve.. den met peishan,serene's grp.. their grp is nice lor.. its lyk a mixture of the class? sigh.. look bck at my grp? theirs more fun lor.. but its ok, at least we are moving on? hah.. getting used to the 'grp' le lar..
den i wanted to go home wif serene, but she was on a rush to get home n i nid to eat, so i go canteen eat.. den saw karo.. chat wif karo n others.. haha.. she sensed sth going on betwn 2 of em.. oh well.. oh ya, another thing we said was abt BiG.. haha.. go tink of all tings tt can be big.. hah.. but most interesting was still abt **.. i luv listening to all those (: so cool lar.. den i went home soon aft larz..
on e bus i met benchew2.. for e first time.. when i most not expect it to happen.. hah.. so its direct opp frm ja.. i mean i used to can sense prescence? neway, so i got home to an empty home.. lyk so nande can.. i lyk it so much when i get to have e whole place private to myself? its lyk a privacy once in a blue moon.. so i tot thru many stuff, surf the web abit, n slept coz i was real tired for no reason.. all e tings i get to do when im alone and having sch holz(:
den i got to taste gd food when my bro n mum got home.. dey went to e foodfair mahz.. so i can nv get to grow thin again.. blehz.. haha.. neway, shud be changing blog soon.. when i dn get so lazy.. already skin surfing liaoz.. shud b e soon b4 i moved 'hse'..
anger? i dunno either
oh well, i mean im totally innocent rite? if u wanna spread wat u tink den do it lors.. but id tink tts lyk seriously err childish? i dunno.. but id say tt dere r certain tings u dunno abt which may actually help u.. but i doubt its ability coz moz probably ud confidently heckcare it.. but tink abt it, it snowballs u noe.. u wan it tt way, nobody can stop u..
i mean lk n listen ard u.. deres so much ive heard tt even i dunno wat to defend.. n NoW, i dun even wish to defend. i mean if u havent notice, u juz lost another fren, not becoz of anyone else but urself.. ur decision, ur actions, ur thoughts..
you may have ppl who will always regard u as frens but u juz lost more.. i mean rly, juz a few days ago, i would hav tried to defend u, retain u ur frens, but now, id rather juz leave it liddat.. i mean yes, u r gd in a certain way but its certainly intolerable in certain aspects.. actually im totally shocked by the numbers.. i always tot it was tt few, until recently when ur problem which u dunno is snowballing, den i realise ohh wow.. i seem to have been enlightened..
the me now has a total fresh mindset abt u.. now i see 3 grps of ppl ard u.. 2 extreme n the middle one.. i have moved frm 1 extreme to the other.. n now isaw ppl at the old extreme of mine n i rly dunno how to respond to certain tings.. towards certain statemts i mite even scoff. now i tink if u noe its all abt u, guess u wud explode. tink tts all i havta say.. one last ting.. probably u still hav great influence coz im so affected.. probably juz becoz coz i still cant figure out wat wrong hav i done and since when and all those qns..
regrets
today is such a hectic day lar..hah..will rmb today so much.. 20th May 2006 ( 20052006 )<--so cool rite, juz realised.. neway.. ya, i started the day with a run and den seeing hc ppl paint the autism sch, wondering who was dere..then a meeting wif tjyouths especially early (12).. n e best ting was i din check todays date.. so i kinda forgot i had a performance to watch.. coz i rmbed by date.. i was still happily agreeing to do home visits at 6pm until i saw e sms ziyu sent me asking me meet where.. i was still tinking if she got e wrong date, until i checked the calendar and it was 20 may!! omg.. i was screaming.. shit!! den i almoz announced to e whole world tt i was supposed to catch a performance.. n my fren's tickets were wif me.. n den reminded to check e time etc, den convinced tt i can catch it in time if i rush off now, i ran off.. it was lyk a v v big blunder lar.. sigh.. so blur.. anyway, i tink i looked v lang2bei4 when i was screaming juz now..in e end, my fren came later dan me.. but we still went in in time though..
so i was watching, expecting only 1 known face, but yet i spotted so many lar!! den ard the audi were more frens.. den those ppl ptging e autism sch was my frens lar.. xl's class.. den at e 2nd half i spotted more ppl.. i mean at e finale i saw ainan n i was so totally shocked!! den i went on stage n saw junhong! omg.. i din see em dancing lar! so wasted! but at least thruout i was mesmerised by meiling.. i was real happy for her lor.. i mean we've seen how she's grown and for her to get where she is, im rly rly happy for her.. now i noe wat it means to be happy for someoneelse.. i rly felt it.. so thruout, it was diz familiarity in an unfamiliar place.. dere was a certain yearn to be joining t club d sch.. i mean its a total familiar place, close faces, close culture.. yet although different, i lyk jj culture too.. but dere was tt urge to go into e sch.. so i was tinking abt how i regretted by sec yrs.. had i worked hard, not juz in studies but everyting else.. i wudnt have been in tt situation.. had i not been feeling e way i had in my 4 yrs, i cud hv gone further.. but now, i want to tell everyone, hey, pls discard me in tt four yrs.. see e correct me!
i noe its been q messy n random when posting.. but im juz throwing words n feelings down..
capalang
today we went parliament house! haha... seemed lyk its some solemn ting rite?? but becoz of diz class, its was damn fun n funny lar! haha.. dun rly regret in diz class lar.. you ta, stewntyfour, wo wu yuan wu hui(: as happy as when i first saw e classlist.. (: or mabbe hmm, for certain reason, not rly.. well, probably coz im juz a weirdo.. yep? i guess so? hah.. still trying to come in terms wif identity probably.. n a different life?? but rite now, i tink i haven regretted any part of my 2006 lar.. not much yet.. results, will rmd myself to work hard.. yepp..
neway, back to parliament hse.. we had a mood parliament session, aft viewing e parliament etc.. tt phrase sounded so familiar n guess wat, its coz ny ppl kept toking abt it.. all e ip gals.. hah.. it seemed so serioius den.. but its different for our case! haha.. e guys sat on e p a p side, gals on oppsition side.. den we had 'roleplaying' (luckily i volunteered) n open debate (so i din need to do diz) its so fun coz we were laughing thruout lar.. esp coz of e joker.. haha.. even e guides who were q serious were very amused.. hah.. i was tinking wat situation it wud be had it been my sch... all serious.. i mean dey are 'prepared' for such stuff lar.. all e reputation n stuff i guess.. unlyk us lar, seriously noisy but fun..
-abrupt end- coz it was saved as draft long time ago
That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation.
When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability to solve problems logically, might kick in. But if you were critiquing an art opening or coming up with an original way to file papers, the right side of your brain, which is responsible for noticing subtle details in things, might take over.
While many people have clearly dominant left- or right-brained tendencies, you are able to draw on skills from both hemispheres of your brain. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker.
The down side to being balanced-brained is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways.
SYSW
