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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

a fulfilling初三
hah, i went to mrgoh's hse in e morn wif few gals..lishan,meiting,xinying,faith,cwanyi,huiling n huiming..we played wif e 2 daughters.. or shud i say 1.. cynthia n shirleen.. dey so cute lar! hah.. esp shirleen now not scared of strangers mah.. so cute de baby lar.. n its my first proper time to bao baby.. hah.. but still its others', so muz v xiao xin.. dun dare to move her too much.. but still, e baby v cute! den aft tt we went to take neoprint n buy stuff..

den my cousins n relatives came my hse to bai nian..n we did erm almoz nthing much.. but it was time spending together lar.. ohh but sth special we did was i learn to gamble budluck (how ever u spell it).. hah.. use guazi to learn..

den aft tt i still went to ashley's house.. dey wanted to do house visits lar..at first i v lazy go.. bt it seems tt dey staying at ashley's house so i juz go lor.. we had fun doing mass dance..n i tink tts abt it..

Saturday, January 28, 2006

my friday
ok,i noe 2dae is sat n its chuxi but yes, im here to tok abt yest!
yest i had mass dance at 7 n it lasted all e way til flag raising! but we din dance heyya:(.. tts e only regret i have.. anyway, den we had celebration.. which was hmmm.. shant comment much.. it juz shows tt jj dun stress on performing arts, which is a sad ting lar..when u tok bt e moddce, hmm.. i dunno how to comment.. i mean rly, even layman who hav no knowledge of such stuff arent watching until malay n indian dce started..N majority are chi (since their dance lks q chinese rather than mod).. so ya, shant say further..neway,den e performance ended q fast aft tt..so u see everyone going bck sch etc.. while i was schless coz ny was having holz in fri.. we had celeb on thurs lor..SO, i went bck to rulang since jonathan asked.. n i had e companion of meiting n ltr xinying.. but we had difficulties to even reach e canteen.. probably e principal's new regulation or sth.. scared we affect lessons which we usu do.. haha.. anyway, we waited in hod rm wif huiming until laysan came..den aft tt mr goh finally appeared while we had a mini chat wif him..n den we went to eat canteen food, which is still as delicious as ever..(: den e uncle of drinks stall still rmb me til now.. hAahha.. i went to ask for yakult n he din need to ask which flavour n he wud take out for me lar.. hahha.. he noes wat i drink til now leh! haha..
den i went shopping wif xy n huiming..i tot it was juz gonna be a neighbourhd shopping n lyk i can go home soon aft? den since xy say she havta change, so we went to her hse for her to change.. in e end, i end up having to change too.. n i havta wear 1 a skirt, 2 a pink skirt, 3 a sweet top (which i lyk but makes me look totally sweet wif e pink skirt) so ya, i was sort of 'complaining' (i noe tts rude but since i was forced into changing clothes, ya..) n later becoz of e skirt, i had to change out my shoes too! to slippers.. tts is so troublesome rite..juz for a supposed neighbourhd shopping.. in e end, we went to bugis.. so yea,took NEOPRINT! n den went shop at e streets.. bot lots of stuff lor.. my mum surprising let me stay out n i bot my new yr clothes.. dere was an unreasonable aunty dere which in e end i din buy her stuff thx to huiming.. if not i had to spend my money.. neway.. so den we went isetan n i bot another yellow top! hah.. so yea, tts abt it 4 e day..

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

trust
i dun get y gals hav so much of bi*** here n dere de lor.. i mean seriously.. 2dae i juz heard sth tt rly shocked me, n made me q agitated.. i dunno how much i read it e proper way, but stuff can b misleading.. but still im q relieved tt i din reveal lots of tots i had wanted to.. altho sum stuff tt brings no harm is out.. but now as i left tt first emotions, im q doubtful of another.. lyk hmm.. dun tink i din see lor.. how u told b wat i said e day b4 rite.. i mean it din matter de lor.. i was oni afraid tt b wud end up being labelled as betrayer lar.. but u specially lyk do tt.. i dn tink bt it until juz juz now.. now i tink bt it, none side full reliability.. she seem to be guilty of wat she said she was nt trying to do.. y muz evting be bi***ed? y cant dere be juz basic trust n simplicity? its making me change certain view of certain tings lar.. even sth ive not wished to believe tts e case, im starting to believe abit.. its nt gd lor.. i mean id rather hav all ppls' minds lyk present age guys.. sth u kan bu shuang fight lar.. den u solve e matter.. y be complex! hard to solve leh.. all e bi***ng is nt gd lar..make u lose trust, lose charac..i nth to say le lor..


OGLv2
oh well results was out i tink yest,n yep im in.. budden i hav doubts aft sum1 mentioned it.. coz its lyk jl say hai bu xie xie wo.. den b4 i cud response, benchwdeyall were lyk orh kao**de! den i din agree lar but am rly q disturbed lar.. lyk wat if tt person din call jl, wud i hav gtten out? ques liddat cum 2 mind.. but i cudnt find tt argal's name in e list leh..but mabbe its dere.. den again, dey say dey choose 1 out of 5 out.. bt our grp had 7, so well probably different lar.. but i shall choose to blieve its result of both..
btw,ppl nt chosen are to work on a project which dey oso dunno wat yet.. den sumppl chosen frm interview are called up yest..saying tt 2dae got meeting.. rumours or confirmed news is tt these ppl will bcome shadows.. n tt is sad lar.. coz while u r so happy u bcome ogl, it ends up tt u r juz shadows,sth tt ppl wud prefer nt to get though u still contribute to e sch.. n e saddest is tt ppl who signed up for ogl in my og, ALL E GUYS were called to meet today.. if tt news is true, dey will all end up as shadows lor..tt is so sad.. den we cant become ogls of same og le...
den u tok abt e staying.. well,im sure everysec im a jj std, im commited to e sch.. budden i wanna get to hc...i had met my fren (in hc now).. den as we toked,i so wanted to go dere to take a look.. although i still luv jj, hc is lyk a familiar env to me.. yet, i dun tink my results can get me to hc.. much as i pray rly hard, i dun tink i can go dere, esp worried for my eng results...anyway, lyk i say, cant go hc, stay jj.. yet, i was q upset when my nfren said she got into ogl but so determined-ly say "im nt staying".. i mean it seems q wrong to be doing so lor..i mean den y do u sign up to become one when u had not a slight intention to say.. but i dun mean tt im criticisng lar.. juz found it as a 'trend' tt makes me upset..
den addition to e pt..i was at minds for cca (interact clb!) lar.. my 2nd session dere, but i was rly comfortable already.. i mean i feel so settled in jj tt i dun want to leave lor.. coz i hav to once again take time to settle in another sch n cca.. its juz lyk sumtimes once u sit down, u dun wanna stand tt kinda feeling?

Sunday, January 22, 2006

OGL
so we had an interview on sat.. well well.. we were in the room and we waited n waited.. i ended up in e last grp lar.. frm juz warmed up, became cool down n finally chilled..all ppl ard me left lor..
anyway, so as less ppl were ard, i was left w sharon n peipei..den e ogls asked us to do peace by river when daren's impt sms finally came.. den diz ogl came to see tt i was nt playing along..luckily nv read e msg..(phew) but i was so shocked by e sms lar..its nt wat i was expecting to receive..but at least i was now more prepared..
den peipei n sharon went.. it was left wif me.. luckily i still had a new fren (whom i met in the toilet juz a few moments ago wif yanping).. so den weihoong came along.. den he commented sth, but i cant rmb wat..anyway,he came n say he would play a game wif us (e poor 7 left).. so he asked us to raise our left finger, n he turned ard to show example.. den he asked us to raise our right hand n put over our right handside fren's finger.. i tink by then i was smiling.. coz it looked weird having a hand over a finger i guess.. i 4got y.. or probably its juz coz weihoong was joking.. anyway, den on my left was a female (ltr i noe called arianti or sth liddat).. den on my right was a guy(later i noe called christopher).. den weihong said we were supposed to catch our partner's finger but try to prevent our left finger frm being caught whenever in his sentence he mention jj.. i tink by den all of us were starting to smile..so we played e game, n e christopher caught e gal on his right(xinyi) n managed to escape frm me.. den both times it was like tt.. den weihoong was lyk saying, i noe u trying to catch her finger ah (or sth liddat).. i tink his main purpose was to joke n make us smile or laugh..den anyway e last time, i managed to catch christopher's finger already.. but xinyi's was still caught.. den weihong was lyk "u again, ahh, but at least got others succeed" or sth to tt extent lar.. by then everyone was all smiles.. den he was lyk yes, tts it, put on ur big smiles.. rmb first impression counts :) den another councillor was lyk "listen to e guru".. wahahah.. so funny lar.. anyway, so we moved on to e interview rm.. btw, i had tried to talk to argal at first but she seem q shy to ans me or sth.. i dunno lar..
anyway, den we were outside when e guy hu said 'guru'ting was giving us some advice n testing us each other's names..so we discussed..all these while actually e ar gal was q quiet de lor.. den in e interview rm, we ans all e que one by one rite, den e gal started to 'argue' wif one of e guys' ans.. den i juz looked on lar..i din interrupt lar, i mean ppl answering u go n argue for wat..
den aft tt we went off den joel called me.. den he said u din do well during e interview ah.. den i was lyk huh? den i ask how he noe.. den ya, my interviewer told me.. den i was lyk omg.. den he say she say i was v quiet during e interview.. i was shocked lar! i mean wat is e difference lar, everyone juz ans que when asked lor..i mean i did cheer properly, so i din see wat was wrong..den i tot probably e quiet was bcoz i din do wat argal did.. but i rly dunno.. if it was tt, den amira n xinyi oso has same problem as me rite? toking bt amira, i was still asking her b4 e phonecall wat if she dun get it.. den she was lyk telling me tt its prob better den dere is no commitment to stay in jj..n i felt tt was true.. but yet, frm joel's phonecall, i cud see tt i rly wanna become an ogl here.. anyway, so e phonecall.. den joel say she ask him how i am in og.. den he told me he said ok lar.. got interact in og.. i dunno how e phonecall ended, but i only knew i was so shock, piss, i dunno wat feeling it was..sth in e middle of e 2 feelings n nt tt strong as e 2 word.. i mean he only said ok lar! so when i told e other ogmates(gals) sitted in e comrm, i was on e verge of tears..it was den i realise e og ting was so impt 2me..but of course i settled my feelings st away coz i din wanna cry n freak ppl.. i tink it was only unacceptable when it juz hit me, coz aft tt i was fine.. i told clar abt i did badly when she came n diz time i was fine.. q neutral le.. but i was still brooding over y nv defend..i mean such a matter will always be at e bck of my mind, resurfacing ev time it can.. so by aft jp lunch, as we did nth, i was starting to get quiet, not hyper, sad n tired.. i dunno y oso.. i tot it was e OGL ting (i din noe myself) but yet i din tink it had tt much weight to pull me down in my moods.. so sharon suggested pms n i'd agree tts e reason.. i mean dats how i am evtime when i pms oso.. so it was pms (: n probably e news worsened it..
but at least im glad i noe it early... id rather have known e so tt i hav mental preparation b4 i see e outcum.. i dun wanna be looking desperately at e list juz to find my name lor..so now my heart is settled.. anyway, yest 2 events also made me settled more..coz zd say say ok can le.. coz he say dey 不够人手.. so i was slightly relieved.. den conference call at nite, jl said in more detail wat he actually said.. n if e tone was rly lyk tt, i tink was reassured..
so actually i've heard e bad news, though i was helped up again.. so at least now i wud look at e board wif much more preparation.. as in lyk, id bring small hope tt i get in.. but even if i dun, i wun be v upset, coz i was fully prepared for tt outcome.
anyway, OGLs, uall truly rock! thx for all e work uall hav done for us! ni men xin ku le! 你们辛苦了!

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Me
all q true except for 1 unsure..

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
or(lake vs waterfall)
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?


Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.


valentines day gift
well well well.. sigh.. my og had decided to celebrate valentines! n we are giving sum1 in e og a present.. guys to gals,gals to guys.. but we have mote gals than guys leh, so i dunno how they settle it.. but anyway, we picked frm e lot, n i dunno how to comment bt who i picked..i juz dunno wat to give.. actually if u were to say, i wun noe wat to give to any of e guys! giving gals wud be slightly easier coz all u need is a softtoy or i dunno.. juz stuff tt is everywhere.. (ok i noe not everyone is into stuffed toy) but rly, giving guys stuff is rly hard.. hmmmmmmmmmm.. i wanted to say "esp a ***** one" but i realise if i describe him tt way, i wud disclose who issit.. so no..
n YES! i finally tot of wat i can get him! but i may get d**o-ed.. but den again, who cares! WAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA..


class
juz hve certain views abt em.. i mean like erm, well probably juz bcoz i not so used to such stuff.. but i found tt tchrs at ny rly have to be glad tt dey r at ny.. really.. i have nthing to say bt certain things lar..but one ting to mention, my class is fun (: i tink all of them are great fun bunch.. we probably got to noe each other slightly lar.. at least e gals noe each other erm, we can say q ok liao.. all e gals are rly great n i mean it.. all nice ppl.. e guys are nice oso lar, but haven tok to em rly but certain attitude is wat im not used to yet.. yep, i tink tts about it..
anyway, i lyk my class gals (: dey are all a cute bunch... all got their own personality but funloving (:

Sunday, January 15, 2006

CRASH
so i crashed hc den nj on fri (:actually i went bck to ny first.. but it seems lyk my jnrs dun care bt me anymore.. i was rite in front of one whole grp og qianhong ppl wif 3 other frens but when i said hi, dey turned away frm me! no one actually noticed me lar! aiyooooo... i was so sad.. den at least laz min sarah came to say hi.. tts better.. den i went to e dance studio.. n i realised laoshi was having dance selection..btw, i tried saying hi to some jnrs, but still i seem to be transparent to them! i was so sad man! lyk rly transparent lar, juz look past me..i tink it was xiwen tt first noticed me in dcestudio..den aft tt i finally was recognised as hanzhi n huitian came in..hah.. den came xinyi n xiaowen.. but juz rite, i was almoz leaving le.. so sad.. cant catchup wif em.. but yea, at least i found slight comfort.. so ya,tts bout it.. at least i saw how my jnrs r 'growing'...
tok bt HC first.. it was craziness.. we stepped in full of excitement.. den aft tt we saw a pool of ppl lar..n lyk i noe erm lets say bt a quarter of em.. ny n chs mah.. but yea, it feels gd to see tt u noe so many ppl in an 'unfamiliar' place.. but yet a certain sadness.. its lyk, while u noe em, u r not wif em, tt kinda feeling? lyk u missed out certain stuff.. yea.. den lynette was telling us how we muz be careful coz tchrs are out to catch us(tt scared e hell out of me) so while we ran here n dere borrowing shirts, watched their skit n dance at lts, i kinda enjoyed myself n cud u noe, lyk sort of blend in slightly.. but still looking at an unfamiliar lt, its still different? den when dey start cheering, u noe u dun belong here.. esp when their cheers are all so similar to ours.. BUT ANYWAY, I SAW MY ANGEL PERFORM! yep, e band she formed wif e famous ny snr of ours.. oso frm np.. her bands called N.U.Ts .. she told me bt it q long ago le, but its e first time i saw her perform! n tt joelyn still tell me mad not performing.. so bad lar! den yes mad was performing n i told everyone i noe! wahah... im her fanatic! haha.. neway, i sat rite at e front to watch her play her guitar until her string loosen lar.. so sad!!! so malu lor, but she was still brave enuff to stay on stage to finish the song den did accompanion for e nxt few songs.. so i wud say she rocks! i cheered for her lar, while she looked embarraseed at first.. but neway, macademia nut rox! so does NUTs.. yep (: btw, the campfire later on seem q nice.. but i din watch it, only saw wat dey gonna do- light up e jam it ting..
den i went to nj aft eating at coro.. wahah..met rongkang dere.. (going to meet gf) den wah, e main gate of nj is rly far lar! neway, so we cud hear dem disco frm afar.. not bad lar, still got table summore.. (tabletop dancing).. ohya, met fx n bkwy dere.. neway, den we danced n walked ard.. me n xy.. den we met sharon! den followed them do mass dance.. wahah.. dey hav a song same as ours.. but our moves are nicer than theirs.. their mass dance is more 'pure' de.. ours always interacting one.. so seems more fun lar.. but theirs seriously oso not bad.. at least dey tot them 3 dance for 2 wks, so everyone noe how to dance it.. ours, still cant rmb n confused bt dancesteps..though we had more dances than em.. hah.. but jj rox! neway, saw kc wif mou mou mou n heard bt mou mou mou2.. wahha.. actually it was slightly boring for us lar, coz its lyk their nj nite.. so u dun belong dere n u wanna dance, its a different feeling lar.. but wahah, v funny coz while we followed sharon do e dance steps, ppl tot we were in nj de lar, den dey were following behind us while we did e mass dance.. (i tink those following us was nj de summore)wahah.. btw, as i took bus home wif kc, she toked bt their water games, n it sounded fun too.. sounded as fun as jj's.. (which reminds me when i told joel bt it, he said, "sounded" tt was e keyword.. (sth tt meant liddat lar) "so means its not lor" hahah.. so funny lar.. )
oh ya, den i tink deres an unspoken rivalry btwn nj n hc.. wahha.. no lar, dun say rivalry lar.. nth of tt sort.. juz tt wat hc always copy, so diz yr, nj decided no campfire, juz dancing.. den v secretive bt sth or sth liddat de.. v funny lar..
neway, JJ still rox e most.. wahah..

Thursday, January 12, 2006

photocopying card
EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i juz realised yesterday tt ny n jj share e same photocopying company!! wahah.. u noe ny juz changed company not long ago rite, n i bot a card! i was tinking wat to do wif my card lar.. luckily i din give it to my jnrs (which i wanted to).. wahahaha, now i've proved it 2b CAN USE IN JJ!! wahahah.. lalala.. so even when dey out of stock of photocopying card, i had it! wahahah.. i dunno y i so happy bt it, but i just am! hmm, seems lyk its yuan fen ny changed company n i bot e card.. *BEAMS*
ok shall go for mass convo.. anyway, im still proud of my card! wahaha..

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

tok bt ccas..
well i signed myself for interact club, mod dance, co n ya i tink tts all.. I FORGOT TO SIGN UP FOR MEDIA tingy! i wanted to join photography club de loor.. but i heard frm my brother, 1st 3 mths, dey dun wanna waste effort n teach u when u mite be leaving neway.. so ya, i dunno.. mabbe i'll end up in interact club.. or mabbe mod dance.. i dunno.. either would be fine.. juz sum1 keep me company pls ^o*
i wished i din feel queasy at shooting club.. hahahha, got back a blank paper.. how nice rite.. its ok, i'll get another chance to shoot sumwhere else i guess..
rite now, tinks i shud end up where im moz familiar.. but still, interact club is lyk cip n im fine wif tt! so i dunno..
aiya nth to say abt ccas..tok bt becuming an ogl.. hmmmmm.. i rly wonder.. if i sign e appication wat will happen? i mean i MITE be staying put.. but still if my results can get me into bukit timah stretch, i guess i wud go bck dere.. although im not lyk totally considering nj, but u hav to agree dey wud provide more stuff, lyk in terms of subjects, art elective programme, n even ccas.. i've always wanted to take KI mah.. so.. ya.. i mite consider nj if i cant go hc.. den again.. i mite go hc n i realise i feel better in jj.. who knows? i rly dont.. yea.. tts all..


sth to clarify abt modern dance.. i was being mean juz now.. i dunno y i was so mean but i was lar, when commenting.. pls 4get wateva i said.. sigh, i juz dun tink b4 i say.. probaby tts y i mite hav dejui ren.. n prob e reason y i kept so quiet in sec sch.. scared i say e wrong word.. btw, jj mod dance is not bad! seriously.. i was looking at em dance e other dance.. yes, its q nice.. ya.. tts all..
anyway, looking at their ccas, im having doubts on all my decision n stuff.. but still if i had lyk 2 digit, i tink i'll stay put in jj.. since my roots are wellsettled here.. tts all im gonna say..
oh btw, im feeing better frm tt queasy feeling.. (:

Monday, January 09, 2006

y I'm ALL FOR JJ
ok, most i hav already mentioned in my past 2 entries.. esp e plus ultra one.. but i shall try n summarise here..
1. on dunno 1st or 2nd day of orientation, my og was brought to our family spots to cheer wif all other f5 ogs.. den as we cheered, we were stopped by this either councillor or ogl cuming down e staircase v near us lar.. she said "eh,e j2s r having lesson at e lt upstairs..." so u wud definitely tink ok we hav to keep our volume down in order not to disturb em.. BUT she contd shouting "...so lets cheer as loud as we can n make e j2s jealous!" my JAW DROPPED.. i was really shocked lar.. i was seriously stunned for a few secs b4 i responded wif other ppl, supporting tt person.. *seriously, how many schs wud actually let u go louder instead of softer?!!! e sch restrictions is rly v few lar..
2. diz sch is full of love, fun n laughter.. i dunno how many felt it but i juz tink jj is v warm, v nice.. i dunno how to say lar.. juz special in their own way..
plusplus dey have GREAT MASS DANCES!!! (we did oh my darling i luv u n oso chori chori <412!!!>) n loads of other fun acts n fun tchrs..
*i dunno how much fun dere wud be left when proper lessons start but i definitely love jj as what she is now..
3. i luv e atmosphere here, e frens here.. i mean im here 4 e first 3 mths, made new n close frens.. i juz dun wanna leave! i love all my og mates n oso other jjmates tt ive known b4 diz, n jjmates i made thru e camp! n im not toking bt e ogls yet lor.. diz is juz j1 students..we may juz recognise ea others faces, but soon we'll get to noe each other! all i can say i sense warmth n luv n yet freedom n fun..
4. i duno how to name le.. all i can say is i noe loads of ppl here thru different places.. lyk prisch, tuition, og, etc etc.. loads.. n not juz j1 but oso j2 ppl! i knew 2 n now i noe more! ogls.. dey are GREAT!
i seriously cant list anymore but my heart goes out to jj.. i mean if i cant get into hc, u want me to choose where? nj? ac? ppl are all suggesting i go better jcs.. but i rly dunno.. if nj is seriously gonna be simply mugg, i rly dunno if i want to go dere.. den ac nah.. other jcs other dan nj n hc, i wun even consider lor.. i mean i rly dunno how well i can mix into tt culture.. i mean im used to hc culture due to ny.. plus i noe loads of ppl dere.. so even if i get dere i'll b fine.. but go nj, i still need to consider.. i had wanted to go dere if i cudnt go jc aft os results.. but i hav heard of e bore n ive seen greater jc n tt is jj! so i rly dun tink i wanna go dere.. other jcs leh, different culture, i dun wanna try to blend in again.. i lyk e culture in jj n dats it.. i juz tink i'll stay in jj le lor..
right now, im even tinking wat will happen if i actually got into hc.. i had e feeling tt i wud get out of hc n go bck jj.. i dunno y though.. hc had been my greatest dreams lyk desperate place.. but right now, i seem to hav put hc aside n settled n grow deep roots in jj.. anyone has any comments? i juz wanna end wif JJ ROX!

Saturday, January 07, 2006

jjOrntnNITEcamp!
yep, we had a 3day2nite camp for our orientation! n IT ROCKED!!!!! im sure dere is none as fun as ours.. at least comparing wif all e other schs tt i considered.. heard ac's v fun but is it as fun as jj's? tt i dun tink so.. hah.. jj is so innovative tt she rawks my world! mabbe tt sounds weird but i dun care.. nt enuff sleep ah, so if gt any weird lang, pls pardon.. on our first day, well well, wat did we do? more bonding session,cheering,wat else.. nah, dun care, but of course we had mass dance! learnt 3 dances in a row! so FUN! den we played games running round sch compound, den did an act.. den wat else? at nite, we had singing session.. den wat did we do? was it snake n ladder? i tink so lar..n it was special snake n ladder too! tasks n more tasks..den e almoz ending task was e untangling game.. e frens hands all locked together type.. its e best bonding game lar! esp when we were real honest trying to 'decode'.. yep (: n guess wat, our whole day is all so funfilled n packed! right frm early morn at ard 7+ all e way to 12+!!! partly coz of rain.. budden still, it was arranged to b v late.. our lights out time was aft 1 lar! den all us brusters were sleeping in classrms.. btw, their classrms are airconned (: but sumhow, it din work aft our washing up.. den coz e ogls had to leave, we were free frm ne restrictions.. ppl having mini picnic in classrm summore.. hah.. den others all toking.. btw, e classrms ended up rly cold when we open e window.. but i still tink i felt cold air direct frm e aircon..
so came e nxt day! we had to wake up at latest 6.. n we had morn pt.. ok, nt super enjoyable, bt we had to do it, so do it w a +ve attitude! wahaha..ok inside 'joke'.. den we had more fun! wat did we do ah? hmm,we had bonding session, breakfast, mass mass dance (2hr session) den wat was nxt.. hmm.. ohh, water games! wahaha.. it involved of course water, den soap den papya! it was our attack on e ogls.. water bombs we 'steal' n aim at them.. den in e end dey win lar, use pail attack us.. den aft tt we had lunch,bonding(masscheer n singing).. i mean during lunch, none of o n another round of water games.. diz time it was mass stations! so cool.. now, other dan e above, we were in mud too.. but all e games we definitely COOL!!! den we had our dinner aft a nice bath to get rid of all e mud etc etc.. so at dinner, none of our ogls were a
den it was JJ NITE!!!! u step in and see balloons on e ceilings of hall wif litehoops tied round.. V PRETTY!!!! if only we had a picture of it.. vvvvvv nice! anyway, so we during jj nite wore family col tee n came in, did cheer,massdance n singing.. evting was v nice.. v touching nite.. but lucky nv cry.. wanted to at a moment but stopped it.. tt was our last nite in jj.. n i din want it to happen.. anyway, so it tot aft supper we cud stay up as late as we want to gather as a og.. in e end it was wash up n go to sleep le.. so i v sad.. but still at nite, i had a deep tok wif wenxing..wah, dig out lots man..haha.. oso heard frm ashley n yiyan.. den nxt day we had area cleaning, which we did nthing of tt sort..den we had eweb.. which made all of us cry lyk dunno wat... den all thx to joel lar, sing song, make me start to cry real bad.. esp when we sang tonight.. coz of this phrase, smiles.. until last december.. den i tot bt it.. are we gonna stay til dec? am i? so i started crying real bad.. anyway, aft tt we had debrief wif mr leow.. many ogls cried..den we ended dere.. we walked down wif our ogls den dey give out stuff..den dey wanted e luvletter frm us.. but we told em to wait..den dey had to go 4 briefing.. den we told em we'll wait.. so dey asked us for lunch..
while dey are gone, we did e puzzle ting we discussed earlier on..den leonard cud fa hui his cai hua..i wanted to help lor.. ze me shuo ye shi aep de.. but i din say lar.. juz help outline lor.. den aft tt we discussed to have them becum us n we becum ogls.. wahaa.. so dey came n we were gamemasters while dey did their puzzle.. den we even help dem go move tables coz dey were halfway thru e puzzle..aft tt den we cheer for em.. den we went for lunch together..
anyway, OGLs, uall rock!!!!

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Plus Ultra! + more on e camp
Laaaaaaaaaaaaaa! JJ rox!! yep.. at least til now its fun n more fun! i mean yea, 1st 2 days is for butt rotting(plus whiteskirt mopping floor) but still, dere was cheer n dance.. lotsa interesting stuff happening at jj! right now, am tempted to stay in jj lehz.. die.. i mean i was totally in for going to jj but only for e 1st 3 mths..
but today.. while i tot of all e activities we had done, i was tempted to stay(: actually, lyk xy6r,i wanted to get bck to bukitbatok stretch but i heard of wat is happening at nj n ya.. dun feel lyk going le..so only if i can get into hc, i tink i mite stay jj.. but u nv noe lar.. haven started lessons etc..
btw, i wanted to blog all abt orientation! so jj had torturing sessions of sitting in e hall.. n i hav e impression tt tt place is v strict, but wif fun n laughter too (:..

BTW, so i stepped into their hall wif fellow nymates n whoa, its colourful wif all e flags etc n lively music.. den i got into my og.. i was e only one at first.. den aft tt a galcame behind me..all we did was a smile until we were told to sit in 2s.. tts when she moved up n she introduced..so she tried talking n i tried n soon b4 we noe it, we both started toking q alot.. tt was ashley.. den while we toked bt e ogls when dey called, one of e ogl bent fwd to hear wat we were toking n he was lyk share leh.. so i turned only to see his big face lar.. den i mean we were toking bt ogl so we were laughing while we juz told him nth nth.. we tried to see if tt was joel (e ogl tt called ash.) den e tag hung was doda.. i tot at tt instant tt was a weird name.. den aft flag raising, we had a taste of wat known now as mr handsome.. he scolded a gang of j2 laughing during nationalenthm.. nomatter wat, orientation was juz sorta fun except for admin stuff..

the only special ting to note is: while i was at my family spot(sumwhere near e netball court) wif my og n fellow f5 ogs.. we were cheering lar.. den diz i dunno ogl or councillor came dwn frm e staircase saying "eh ppl, upstairs is an LT n e j2s having lesson dere" so u wud tink ok we have to be softer so tt wun disturb.. BUT she contd "so we must cheer until they can hear n MAKE THEM JEALOUS!!!" aft she said tt, i was lyk JAWDRoP lar.. stunn for a few sec den respond wif e others to cheer..
i mean OMG lar! we r actually allowed to scream even louder?! its lyk a real place wif little restrictions lor.. tt made me luv e jc even more lar.. i mean THIS SCH IS GREAT MAN.. i tink probably its becoz of all e slack rulez tt made me feel so much to this sch, n have the greatest positive attitude to go thru e orientation..

i tink e sch culture was e greatest push and effect on me tt cause to change so drastically into sum1 so super enthu thruout.. i mean in e past i wud be enthu too, but i wudnt be anyone tt is lyk playing a slightly bigger role.. so i was q surprised at wat i hav done thruout e camp when i look bck.. its seriously lots tt i wud not hav done somewhere else! it seems lyk a new different me has emerged n tt was actually e truest side of me.. plus i hav enjoyed being tt me.. n usu i wud look bck n see loads of regrets of actions i hav done.. but when i looked bck at this camp, i REGRETTED NTHING! so i was rly surprised.. and all these have made me almoz decide to stay in this sch (unless i can get into hc)... ya, really.. i hv enjoyed myself thoroughly here.. i tink e change wud nt hav happened in other schs had i been sumwhere else.. so all i can say is JJ ROX!!!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

HAPPY 2006!
well, its a new start! ive got lots of hope for this fresh yr.. yep its really fresh coz im changing a brand new environment.. n im hoping for alot.. coz ive had regrets for hmm u can count it 4 yrs.. though i had lots of fun wif those regrets..
first, as a fren says: my newyr resolution is hope tt everyone's dream wud come true(:

den here goes lots.. 1. get a single n rly low score for my l1r5.. make me eligible for hc pls.. 2.get into hc 3. read e papers n magazines faithfully 4.start afresh (: 5. work hard for all my interests (dun slack n regret) 6. make great frens (hopefully noe more virgos^o^ esp same bday de) 7. rite to my angel periodically 8.study hard 9. fulfil all other unspoken hopes 10.keep in touch wif all old frens

ok i tink tts all! shall add it if i tink of others.. lastly, HAPPY NEW YR!!! to all frens out dere! sorry, too lazy to send smses..