Farewell
Yea, we had our farewell today n all i can say is TOUCHING..
esp so of e prezz given to us at e end!!! i mean ive been seeing them do it but nv knew it was for us! u noe, dey've been asking us for our favourite colour, asking ppl to make stars, making curly strips in their free time during dance, when asked, dey always say is SIA.. i even saw one of e icecream stick boxes around b4! o rmb wanting to help out folding e stars, den dey refused to let me help.. den i was wondering y.. none of us suspected tt it was gift for us lar!!
so i was lyk upfront receiving it frm laoshi, den i saw e colour of the name n understood e 'survey' dey had.. but den when i sat bck dere n opened it, i was so TouCHed!! i started crying only then lar! it was so sweet of them! having seen all their efforts, i was xtremely touched tt all tt is for us! it's such a delicate gift, so simple yet so jing1zhi4.. den frm tt pt onwards, tears juz kept flowing among us.. (some cried when hugging laoshi, some cried aft looking at e prezz, nomatter wat, all cried during 'gift presentation'...)
i'll really miss all e dancemates, of course, sec4s,but oso sec3s,sec2s; sec1s, i dun rly noe em, but of course will rmb em too.. tinking bout tt, my tears was continuing to flow..
still tinking bck on how i had first walked into e dance studio wif amazement at e design n e hudie costume.. lyk wat laoshi says, e colours attract ppl..haha, but i wasnt attracted by costume but rly wanted to join dance.. den of how they auditioned us class by class..ours was very simple lar, juz sit n point toes, den picked to xia yao...tt's y we had so many of us...hahah den of how we had walked in together on receiving acceptance by dance n was dere to check if we were in modern or chinese.. n den how us chinese dancers (then sec1)seated on e left side of dcestudio, above e steps, watching em practice hudie, n giggling when dey jumped..
den later how we started learning lianing gong, n how we were fixed wif a dance snr.. *liting's snr is peiyi n fengjun's qianyi.. hahah.. i rmb dey had not enough denS3s to fit wif us so S4s were used too.. den i rmb how liting n fj are inseparable, rite from e start..
still rmb our ji xun- intensive mornings, n yes, e holz, e splits we had to do,all of us squashed by laoshi n poor yanying, e first person..i was near e last,plus i cud(keyword:pasttense) split, so i was q slack den..
probably bcoz i had a better start, i slackened n frm den on became stagnant, while everyone improving.. i oni faced it n regretted at s3.. but i tink it was rly too late..my bones were failing me le.. so dese 2 yrs, i hav been living in regret.. prob no one noes but i am..i knew i was lousy, was working on it but all was too late.. anyway, den syf made me grow a lot.. coz i understood n learnt a lot when practising it...n yes, i did improve accord to laoshi.. but of course as compared to fellow others, im still super lousy.. anyway, so tt's my short journey.. in btwn, deres definitely more tt i havent mentioned.. but well if i say it all, it's gonna be long.. so thanx again for all e fellow dancers for ur nicely planed farewell! its really touching.. n lastly, thx all fellow s4 dancemates 4 being together all these time, esp e 'rightsidebags' ppl,thx 4 staying by me n all those chatting sessions!
e moz me
How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
High-spirited, enthusiastic, and exuberant, you love adventure, change, exploring new territory, and are not happy confined to the same safe, familiar, secure little world all the time. You have a strong restlessness and yearning for something greater than anything you've yet experienced, and you often live in your dreams and visions for the future. You tend to believe that the grass is greener somewhere else and you like to keep moving, either literally or figuratively. Idealistic and optimistic, you always expect something better ahead. You love to have a goal, something to aim for, but once you achieve it you are on to something else. You are ever on the lookout for new opportunities and you are a gambler, willing to take risks and to break new ground. The possibility of discovering something new is what makes life interesting for you. You have great faith in life and bounce back quickly from disappointment and failure.
The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
At heart you are modest and humble, and you rarely strive to be in the limelight or in a position of power. You have a sharp analytical mind, a keen eye for detail, and you prefer to observe, dissect, and study life from a distance. Conscientious and conservative, you can be relied upon to be careful, efficient, and thorough in your work and you take pride in doing a job well. What you may lack in self-confidence you often make up for in skill - developing expertise, technical knowledge, and competency in some specialized area. You are adept at using your hands to create or fix things, and meticulous attention to detail and careful craftsmanship are your forte. Some would say you are a little TOO meticulous, for you can be extremely critical and petty if everything is not done exactly as you think it should be, and you worry about things that other people consider trivial and unimportant. You like to organize, categorize, and arrange everything into a logical system, and you are often distinctly uncomfortable when something does not fit into a neat category. Disorganization vexes you. You probably wish that you were not such a perfectionist, for besides being a stickler for details, you can be mercilessly self-critical as well. Whether in your environment or in yourself, you tend to focus on the flaws, with a desire to improve, refine, and perfect. You are strictly factual, truthful, and scrupulously honest in your self-estimation, and you often do not give yourself enough praise or credit.
Myriad of Colours
it was successfully over:) That would be our last proper public performance. Yep. We're all going off soon. time flies. u ppl were so gd!! nobody yaoed a single bit and e snow was lovely.. that was where we wanted to reach aft more than half a yr of effort! the esplanade.. wasnt it great to step on tt stage n walk along the backstg! tt mite probably be my last time at tt stage looking up at rows n rows of ppl, at the different circles. that perspective was great, n now i wished i took more glances of it, took pictures of tt feel.....
There are many roads to follow
There are many paths to choose
There are many lessons to learn of so many things to do
Open up ur minds to the future / Let us reach up higher n higher
Open up ur eyes to see / Up until we touch the skies
Fascinating days of wonder waiting for you n me
/Let our dreams take us to new places let's get ready to fly
Though there maybe dark clouds the raindrops nightfall
but there's sunshine after the rain
Paint a rainbow filled with many colours
Like red n yellow green n blue
Colours of love a sight for all to see
Come n paint it with me
With every shade we paint a new emotion
Expressing what it means to be free / A rainbow of majesty
A work of art for all to see / A symbol of love for all to see
Come along n paint it with me / A myriad of colours for u n for me
SYSW
