i'm bck frm Shenyang
NO, i dun wanna be bck.. y shud i cum bck.. i luv e life dere.. i mean life dere was so carefree n fun lah.. den now i havta cum bck to reality.. no i don't want! i mean i wanna stay dere for another 2,3 wks.. i tink it wud be e best.. i mean ya.. sheesh! life bck in sg sux..i juz came bck n i was already smacked wif reality... all kinds of it.. tt i'm leaving e great sy grp.. tt i'm going bck to my family, my life, my cca training, my sch work! i dun want tt...

btw, i woke up early in e morn but went bck to sleep..coz i was dreaming of sth tt had been bothering me since i 'touched down' on sg... i woke up many times n went bck to sleep again.. mayb coz i dun wanna wake up to reality.. so in e end i woke up at 1+ not taking breakfast but immediately lunch.. tt makes me rmb our lunch's at round 12 or earlier in sy..btw, get bck to where i was.. i mean i was looking at e on-ed tv n realising oh ya, it's been long since i watched tt show.. neway.. i was feeling weird to be sitting at home at diz kinda time.. n oso eating at tt kinda time.. i was wondering where i was..

sheesh..i was kinda lost.. aft i finish watching tt show, den i came online(hoping to see sy ppl) yesh.. so i met xy.. we had to heart tok n ppl started cuming online.. we had great fun chatting lar.. den ppl were lyk askin me for e paw.. wahaha.. it's mine.. *not sb else's* hint.. btw.. we even dwnlded skype.. wif me not having a mike so dey open a msn window for me to tok while evryone using their mouth.. btw, even if i hav a mic i wun be able to speak lar.. voice all hoarse..

okie.. so let's tok bout wat happended yesterdae.. so we were at shenyang airport check in n evone was so sad.. i dunno y but i cudnt cry.. ppl started crying but i was juz-- sad.. but when i checked in n we started doing e stand one row n thank ppl.. i was more upset n later aft tt, i tinkof e hostel, my buddy's home n sch etc n i got really upset, so i finally started tearing..

neway..den on e planes, i got real fedup coz i'm always away frm the big gang of ppl.. but dere's nth i can do...so on e china plane, i was wif nai nai riting letter..den e laz 15 mins when we reaching den dey tell us in front got place to sit.. den we move dere oso not much interaction lar.. but at least got a bit of tok..
den on sia, qiurong changed place wif ww..so ww not alone nemore lar.. but i ya.. i wished i cud go to e bck wif others.. but of course nobody wud wanna change.. so i decided not to ask. ya den later ran over to e bck once to pass letters den aft tt is to chat wif xy + entertain waiyee+ ww got sth to tell me.. so i almost stayed dere at a pt in time.. taking atan's seat to tok to xy wif interruption by ppl.. den when we going to fly to changi liao.. i was really hoping it wud turn back lah.. i dun want it to reach! i lyk e whole gang at tt time.. dun want it to split.. den later plane got prob(tink sth to do wif weather) so all had to go bck to seats.. n i got bored again.. so i watch ms wong play mahjong..

at collecting luggauge.. i reallly din wanna go.. will miss evbody.. so sad lar.. going bck to reality.. i din wanna go until e laz person gg out too.. so i waited 4 evbody den go out, still dun hope to push my stuff out of tt door to see my family.. kk shall end here.. blog some other time bout feelings..


- posted by aflipside @ 4:31 pm