15yrs of e wrong route
i knew it.. juz tt it wasnt said. so i was still deluding maself.. now,i carn..now it's demoralising me, crushing me, bashing me, annihilating me.. so i hav went on e xtreme wrong route..how? i always tot escaping it wud solve it.. "mabbe i'll work hard" (which i sort of nv really.. i mean as compared to others,i did e minimum..)
but rlly, i did in hol...i wonder e words said..dosit mean success mite cum my way?hope so but no,dun tink so. evenifit's a probability,tt's onli 1 aspect! e other,is a confirmed utterfailire..juz wait n c n u'llnoemthsaftnxtyr..tilden,sumppl 'l live to regret deir forcefulness..well,itsjuztoobad.

dereiwasencouragingother. isawsamesit.inmebutihadesametinginmindasmyencouragement. perhapsmyactionsdidshowprobabiltyofsuccess, buteotheraspect?!
iworkedtoo..hardwork'sprescencegotbitbetter, butstillremainsameordropping. probablyanotheryrofReAlhardworkwillhelp. butifitfails,'llbesxteenyrofrongroute probaimlesslifeeva..

so yea, it's 15yrs of e wrong route definitely.
- posted by aflipside @ 7:49 pm