SYbuds r here
well, it's a week since the buds came.. ever since theiir cuming is nearing, i seem to be having a super bz schedule.. i got lots of activities all clashing, so it's lyk, crazy.. i rlly wish i cud split myself up.. i was really angry for not picking up my buddy on mon(24/1) lor.. it was so super sad! coz i pushed away evting, so as to be able to pick her yet i had to go to kranji.. coz if i dun go on tt mon, other days wud clash wif cca again..
juz passed e sunday, monday n tues r super stressing.. coz i lyk diz week am having 5 tests..... chem on mon, ss n physics on tue, amaths n hist on fri.. i was stressed but escaping on sunday, while bringing my buddy out on sentosa trip.. budden on mon morn, i tried so hard to study for e test.. since i had no other time to be studying liao.. so 4 topics, i only studied 2 topics.. hopefully i'll pass lar.. den aft tt was horrifying..i cudnt listen properly in class, somehow, no matter how hard i concentrate, info juz dosnt get in n i was really tired, n den i was tinking tt tml i still hav 2 more tests to study for.. n i was worrying my chm test, n i was tinking bout cca, aep n also hw... i had so much so much of stuff etc.. i got really stressed n wanted to break down.. i only did when i got to e dance studio aft sch, stressed out.. i was still worrying bout evting i hav not done n havta do... i was going bonkers.. so i finally broke a little..thx fj tt was dere to comfort me.. yep.. aft tt, i went home to pia my test.. i reallised i cudnt finish studying 2 tests.. i cud only finish 1.. coz i was really tired n i mean super tired n stressed..so i cudnt afford to take more sleep time to study another test.. coz even if i do so, nothing wud get in... today,i had e tests., well, phy nv study, so i hav nth to say.. was juz using lesson recap n laz yr's work.. ss, study so much, read wrong question.. so wasted.. but at least 3 testss over, so i'm feeling more relaxed now.. summore nxt wk is cny holz liao... shall tok bout wkends some other day..
SYSW
