Farewell
Yea, we had our farewell today n all i can say is TOUCHING..
esp so of e prezz given to us at e end!!! i mean ive been seeing them do it but nv knew it was for us! u noe, dey've been asking us for our favourite colour, asking ppl to make stars, making curly strips in their free time during dance, when asked, dey always say is SIA.. i even saw one of e icecream stick boxes around b4! o rmb wanting to help out folding e stars, den dey refused to let me help.. den i was wondering y.. none of us suspected tt it was gift for us lar!!
so i was lyk upfront receiving it frm laoshi, den i saw e colour of the name n understood e 'survey' dey had.. but den when i sat bck dere n opened it, i was so TouCHed!! i started crying only then lar! it was so sweet of them! having seen all their efforts, i was xtremely touched tt all tt is for us! it's such a delicate gift, so simple yet so jing1zhi4.. den frm tt pt onwards, tears juz kept flowing among us.. (some cried when hugging laoshi, some cried aft looking at e prezz, nomatter wat, all cried during 'gift presentation'...)
i'll really miss all e dancemates, of course, sec4s,but oso sec3s,sec2s; sec1s, i dun rly noe em, but of course will rmb em too.. tinking bout tt, my tears was continuing to flow..
still tinking bck on how i had first walked into e dance studio wif amazement at e design n e hudie costume.. lyk wat laoshi says, e colours attract ppl..haha, but i wasnt attracted by costume but rly wanted to join dance.. den of how they auditioned us class by class..ours was very simple lar, juz sit n point toes, den picked to xia yao...tt's y we had so many of us...hahah den of how we had walked in together on receiving acceptance by dance n was dere to check if we were in modern or chinese.. n den how us chinese dancers (then sec1)seated on e left side of dcestudio, above e steps, watching em practice hudie, n giggling when dey jumped..
den later how we started learning lianing gong, n how we were fixed wif a dance snr.. *liting's snr is peiyi n fengjun's qianyi.. hahah.. i rmb dey had not enough denS3s to fit wif us so S4s were used too.. den i rmb how liting n fj are inseparable, rite from e start..
still rmb our ji xun- intensive mornings, n yes, e holz, e splits we had to do,all of us squashed by laoshi n poor yanying, e first person..i was near e last,plus i cud(keyword:pasttense) split, so i was q slack den..
probably bcoz i had a better start, i slackened n frm den on became stagnant, while everyone improving.. i oni faced it n regretted at s3.. but i tink it was rly too late..my bones were failing me le.. so dese 2 yrs, i hav been living in regret.. prob no one noes but i am..i knew i was lousy, was working on it but all was too late.. anyway, den syf made me grow a lot.. coz i understood n learnt a lot when practising it...n yes, i did improve accord to laoshi.. but of course as compared to fellow others, im still super lousy.. anyway, so tt's my short journey.. in btwn, deres definitely more tt i havent mentioned.. but well if i say it all, it's gonna be long.. so thanx again for all e fellow dancers for ur nicely planed farewell! its really touching.. n lastly, thx all fellow s4 dancemates 4 being together all these time, esp e 'rightsidebags' ppl,thx 4 staying by me n all those chatting sessions!