OGLv2
oh well results was out i tink yest,n yep im in.. budden i hav doubts aft sum1 mentioned it.. coz its lyk jl say hai bu xie xie wo.. den b4 i cud response, benchwdeyall were lyk orh kao**de! den i din agree lar but am rly q disturbed lar.. lyk wat if tt person din call jl, wud i hav gtten out? ques liddat cum 2 mind.. but i cudnt find tt argal's name in e list leh..but mabbe its dere.. den again, dey say dey choose 1 out of 5 out.. bt our grp had 7, so well probably different lar.. but i shall choose to blieve its result of both..
btw,ppl nt chosen are to work on a project which dey oso dunno wat yet.. den sumppl chosen frm interview are called up yest..saying tt 2dae got meeting.. rumours or confirmed news is tt these ppl will bcome shadows.. n tt is sad lar.. coz while u r so happy u bcome ogl, it ends up tt u r juz shadows,sth tt ppl wud prefer nt to get though u still contribute to e sch.. n e saddest is tt ppl who signed up for ogl in my og, ALL E GUYS were called to meet today.. if tt news is true, dey will all end up as shadows lor..tt is so sad.. den we cant become ogls of same og le...
den u tok abt e staying.. well,im sure everysec im a jj std, im commited to e sch.. budden i wanna get to hc...i had met my fren (in hc now).. den as we toked,i so wanted to go dere to take a look.. although i still luv jj, hc is lyk a familiar env to me.. yet, i dun tink my results can get me to hc.. much as i pray rly hard, i dun tink i can go dere, esp worried for my eng results...anyway, lyk i say, cant go hc, stay jj.. yet, i was q upset when my nfren said she got into ogl but so determined-ly say "im nt staying".. i mean it seems q wrong to be doing so lor..i mean den y do u sign up to become one when u had not a slight intention to say.. but i dun mean tt im criticisng lar.. juz found it as a 'trend' tt makes me upset..
den addition to e pt..i was at minds for cca (interact clb!) lar.. my 2nd session dere, but i was rly comfortable already.. i mean i feel so settled in jj tt i dun want to leave lor.. coz i hav to once again take time to settle in another sch n cca.. its juz lyk sumtimes once u sit down, u dun wanna stand tt kinda feeling?
SYSW
