moody
i finally found e grief over me.. actually i tink when results was out,i was already sumwat disappointed.. but coz i still had much to be busy over, i had no time to tink thru it.. so i was disappointed bt i din cry, until mrs teo came over n say lots of words tt made me tink abt all e regrets i hav in ny.. shes always e one tt say all those tearing stuff lar! lyk waiting for me to cry..
anyway, so i wasnt rly upset on e apparent lar..though i noe i was brooding over it slightly..mabbe i din see tt much grief oso bcoz i was busy answering phonecalls n smses n oso concern for some of em n oso to get some stuff..so all i knew was my results r bad n i dun rly wanna tell.. still i told moz..
to detail on wat i was bz wif, i was lking for ly (coz she looked rly upset)n escaping frm laoshi when i found ziyu..den i rlised ly went dce le, so i go dce wif ziyu.. den ziyu had to go photocopy stuff n i went n den i rmbed ryll.. so i asked him..den juz when i expected him to cum out later, he came out so fast.. so i went to look for him w/o ziyu.. n ya, saw him aft chatting wif so many ppl,n oh ya, he wore his nerdy specs..wahah.. (supposed to lk zai on him, but i tink okok lar, he dun lk worse nor better) anyway,i got MDWV to watch finally! ya, tt meeting cheered me up.. den i saw ww deyall, n it cheered me too..
right dere, i faced a que i had asked myself b4.. hav sy been replaced by my og or class? well, i jokingly said yes, but i'd guess nope, dey are still part of me..n i mean it, dey are still ppl im close to..much as we dun rly hav anyting to tok abt, i felt a certain bond btwn us.. so ya.. dey are right now probably on par or even e winning team lor.. coz i still open up e sy grp on msn contacts to see hus on9.. i haven left em alone..
so much as i was happy to see n chat wif em, it also presented sth,i cant be in hc to be wif em..tt was sth i truly tot abt today while lking thru jae booklet n looking at e pgs on hc.. tt was probably the saddest ting tt affected me silently n tremendously.. i knew i was upset when reading thru e booklet, but i tot once i left tt bk aside, i was ok already.. but yet, i end up having no mood to learn or dance mass dance! tt was sth shocking.. i was lyk i want to dance, bt i juz cant seem to even do simple movements.. so i guess tt was grief tt was bothering me.. but im ok le..
SYSW
