anger? i dunno either
oh well, i mean im totally innocent rite? if u wanna spread wat u tink den do it lors.. but id tink tts lyk seriously err childish? i dunno.. but id say tt dere r certain tings u dunno abt which may actually help u.. but i doubt its ability coz moz probably ud confidently heckcare it.. but tink abt it, it snowballs u noe.. u wan it tt way, nobody can stop u..
i mean lk n listen ard u.. deres so much ive heard tt even i dunno wat to defend.. n NoW, i dun even wish to defend. i mean if u havent notice, u juz lost another fren, not becoz of anyone else but urself.. ur decision, ur actions, ur thoughts..
you may have ppl who will always regard u as frens but u juz lost more.. i mean rly, juz a few days ago, i would hav tried to defend u, retain u ur frens, but now, id rather juz leave it liddat.. i mean yes, u r gd in a certain way but its certainly intolerable in certain aspects.. actually im totally shocked by the numbers.. i always tot it was tt few, until recently when ur problem which u dunno is snowballing, den i realise ohh wow.. i seem to have been enlightened..
the me now has a total fresh mindset abt u.. now i see 3 grps of ppl ard u.. 2 extreme n the middle one.. i have moved frm 1 extreme to the other.. n now isaw ppl at the old extreme of mine n i rly dunno how to respond to certain tings.. towards certain statemts i mite even scoff. now i tink if u noe its all abt u, guess u wud explode. tink tts all i havta say.. one last ting.. probably u still hav great influence coz im so affected.. probably juz becoz coz i still cant figure out wat wrong hav i done and since when and all those qns..
SYSW
