REGRETs!
I almost decided not to blog until i saw kuinoi's entry in her blog.. all abt cluster camp.. i was already feeling v regretful since the first day of camp which was also last day of sch. I mean look at them doing the self-intro! it was sth i missed out in my 02 orientation already.. n look at the campers!!! well, for most ppl who noe me now, im kinda a sec-kids-lover n so, its like a camp i totally want to participate in lar! so crap. yes. so the qn is Y didnt i join? coz im having another camp by tjcc,which is going to be totally different with lesser campers, yes lesser campers n im not a facilitator N dey are not the age im looking for): i m so regrettful coz it doesnt rly affect the camp, it's just simply becoz my meetings for e camp which is only going to be held like nxt wk will be clashing with meetings for facilitators and the fac camp.. Yet, i realised tt those meetings for my camp r UseLeSs! so im sacrificing Cluster Camp for USeleSs meetings.. how can i not regret it!!! im seriously regretful. i mean really. really. y didnt i go for tt interview?!!!! it wud be like how fun!!! n we get to learn a new dance N we get to have a V different experience. OMG im seriously regretful. rly. pls dun gek me (hopefully). -missing out a lot- hopefully i'll thoroughly enjoy the other camp. but rite now, im wif a -ve attitude. how? help me out! tink i need counselling.. i dun want to go into the camp wif a -ve attitude coz like what mr leow say, i'll be going away still with tt -ve attitude while everyone else will (hopefully) thoroughly enjoy the camp. but i seriously doubt so, coz jjcians all have a High expectation of camps already(including me) but this is a different camp altogether, so im rly not sure. n for fac hu participated in cluster camp, pls i rly hope uall dun bring in tt mentality.. im afraid. rly afraid. yes.
SYSW
