a nice chat
the me right now is totally relieved(: i wonder why oso..haha.. is it juz coz i got out of my EoM n commontest stress? or coz i oso threw out stuff tt i havent been able to throw out? no matter wat, its juz loads of relief(: ^^v
happier person than the me for these 2 days.. yep yep.. but still equally tired.. probably coz din get a super long rest to recover from camps.. anyway, yep, so for more than a wk ive been bothered by certain things.. but aft today's chat wif emily, i rly feel v relieved..
cant believe just a few hours ago before the gp common test i was having no mood to study.. stoning here n dere.. while i din do wat my classmates suggest me to do, a chat with emily cleared the rest. plus actually oso coz of some actions of confirmation lar.. i wud hav to say, now i noe who my 'true frens' are.. not saying my classmates are not.. as in ppl who have the same kinda thinking as i do.. i found 1 right here in jj.. though our character may be different in a certain way.. but somehow, we juz have similar thoughts(: so yep yep..
like theres diz certain thing tt i was encouraged by my 2 close frens to do.. budden i juz din tink i shud do tt.. n emily totally agreed with me.. its lyk i juz found someone tt can identify with my feelings n tots abt doing it.. so yep yep.. plus im more relieved probably coz she would help ^^
of course im gonna help her in wahtever way i can too.. after having her shared her tots with me.. yep...
anyway, so im relieved tonight.. lyk lots of heavy load taken away from me (: so happy lar(: but now frettng coz like more n more ppl noe when i wanted nobody to noe.. crap crap.. tsk.. hopefully nothing will happen coz nothings going on rly.. not until em's help given me the signal..yep.. oh ya, she commented tt it can be seen from the face tt one got someone he or she lyks..for tt, im hmm, kinda happy? lyk i actually have an effect? hah.. yea.. bhb a little bah..
btw, emily, if u r reading, thx for listening to me the whole evening n thx for sharing too(: im lurving n feeling lurve as frens^^ lets share more in the near future (: promise to tink of u when i have anything i want to confide ^^
SYSW
