start afresh
haha, for the past few days, it has been high jj spirit.. make me go into holiday mood.. totally no mood to study >.< but just saw my marks n noe i need to buck up.. dun wanna get retained man.. yet.. still missing 1st 3 months badly.. just got the feeling bck.. dun rly wanna give it up.. how did i manage to balance fun n studies then? probably coz work was minimal.. but still.. yea..
anyway, i thought abt all the happenings these 2 wks.. no, its not what i want from my jc life..at least wat i set out on both january n march when i started sch in this sch.. actually i wun say its not.. but the direction looks wrong.. so i want to start afresh.. i starting another term! my own set term.. a term which starts tml.. i must learn to be calm.. i rly must.. i must grow up too.. stop being lyk a kid.. although its gonna be difficult, im sure im gonna make it.. im gonna become the first 3 mths me again.. with more maturity than before.. dun give anyone hopes too.. nor destroy anyone's hope.. its time to stay me..
i dun tink anyone understand what im trying to say.. but yea, its my blog, for myself to understand sometimes..
BTW, must watch ShOwTiMe today!! at 8pm i tink.. if not 830.. doesnt matter.. juz glue urself to e tv frm 8 onwards.. sure wun miss it wan.. unless u r at the wrong channel -.- go Channel 8!
SYSW
