ending it
like what many have said, after today's econs, it seemed like we r into holidays already. yet, the irony is tt econs is not of utmost importance. we have seriously not done any of our h2 subs.. but im rly feeling holiday-ish. as in all relieved after today's paper. but somewhere at the back of my mind, i myself noe it tt i still have a lot to catch up with my maths, chem n physics. but just cant get dwn to do it, much as i forced it on myself a little.
anyway, while i was rebelling against myself in studying, ive cleared some thoughts. its time to put a stop to any miseries. hopefully. *.* haha. okok. no lar. at least on one side throw a safety net below me, and on another, build a fence. which reminds of of rivalry n excludability. sheesh. okok, econs over. ^^
so we are left with maths, chem, then physics. which reminds me, nobody answered my prev phy que! hah..mabbe its just coz i have only tt 'faithful blog reader' of mine. eh, sQuiD, why dont u answer my phy que then? heh.. okok, im being lame. probably too tired for having slept late for the whole wk. its time i rest as early as 11. but its already 1244. aiya, i missed my early slp timing again. sigh.. okok. stop crapping, finish the entry n slp.
so i asked myself some questions. n i tot, i noe i can stop. if i can stop it once, i can stop it twice, thrice.... the list goes on. im tired of avoiding. im tired of 'praying'. im so done with all that. by at least pausing, i can continue with the route i set out in jj n maybe up ahead.