eoysy
on the pretchrs day, i saw atan n yibing.. while i was 'screaming' for sy gathering, they seem q pessimistic abt it.. they were asking me "why are u still so much into shenyang?" that kinda hurt.. i mean they din hurt me, but its q sad isnt it? i noe its been almost 2 yrs since we first met for the shenyang trip.. but still, i tot we were a close bunch.. to me, it was an important chapter in my ny life.. but it din seem to be so for them.. and i probably understand y..
btw,they were telling me abt how the guys were still lyk strangers w e gals.. its so weird lar.. i mean not even a hi? den dey said sth like bridgers san le.. den soccergang oso san le... jonny's got his own gang, den dunno wat lar.. it juz seem lyk everyone's gone separate ways.. its really q saddening to hear tt.. wat happened to that closeness? i felt so much like getting to hc, n get them together.. (but if only i had tt kinda influence ehz? hah.. nah..) but i dunno leh.. i tink if im in hc, i'll probably say hi to everyone of them when i see them.. but mabbe once i get there, i might get used to not saying hi too.. but i seriously hope not.. so im still thinking of an sy gathering despite all tt! i muz do it this time round.. after promos! i must plan out, book them early and get as much ppl to come as possible! gals mabbe still can succeed, but for the guys, i tink i'll need to get help.. >.< i miss them lars.. how can dey become like this? eoysy 4eva..
SYSW
