this is what i call LouSy
so its been a few weeks since the initiation of the mid-autumn project for our different homes. i gave it quite some thought, decided to do a puppet show.. more unique isnt it? yet i dunno where to start. and i have to admit i did procrastinate for long. just didnt want to think about it. there's loads of hassle and stress in it.
things were worse coz of the holiday cca. i had xtra members. in addition, i msged them to ask if they were coming. but i had poor responses. come to think of it now, i was tinking it was probably the way i phrased the qn. but im not sure. still, i called some up but either hanged up or no ans. T.T q saddening.. so no mood + no mood = super no mood.
and so because of my bad habit and no mood, i dragged n dragged n dragged. but its also coz i was brooding over loads of stuff. then lazy. so it draggged all the way until sat aftnoon when a sudden inspiration struck me. my childhood paper puppet came back to haunt me lar.. so i decided to use envelope instead of paper.
and so i really decided on that, bought the materials, holding onto a calculator while in popular, kip calculating my expenditure on sun. i tink i looked dumb.. but nvm. >.
.< n i was ready to slp when she woke up seeing all tt. ZzZz luckily she din tear my efforts.. if not i'll rly flare up.. coz im sort of proud of my puppets coz somehow i juz cud do it, which is usu not the case.. (not saying my puppets are real gd or anything,but its a not bad effort i tink)
neway, so ive been bz doing the puppets stuff, until today, the supposed big day.. not nervous, but i know i dun wanna screw up but i tink i did. i specially ask em to meet at 210 coz i wanted to leave at 210 to reach busstop at 215.. obviously we missed coz there were announcements etc.. so by 245, we were still at jj busstop-.- GG lo.. late like hell.. missed e whole teabreak. den e particular trainer was totally sian diao lar.. sigh.. already dun like me, still have to have further bad impression of me. i oso sian diao.. was totally stressed largely coz of him. neway, but yea, thx to my fellow interactors, how they rush to make tea, cut the mooncakes; how they help out at the tables despite not knowing wat to do n having lack of materials. Most imptly, how they tolerated my incompetence, for not catching up with lost time which i could have and others would have managed to do it.
to the particular trainer, i mean if u r displeased at me, u can always tell me in my face. not talking abt today. but since the first day i saw u. sigh.i noe i lyk to kancheong but as for today, u do noe there was not much time left, but they had to finish the puppets asap, N the other side of the table was rushing me to move on to the nxt step while ur side havent finish. mabbe im wrong to retort when u were mumbling"let them finish colouring first lar" n i apologise. but u understand y i explained tt most were done right? still im sry, coz it was my fault for everything to be rushed, coz im to be held responsible for everyone's late. when we left, u didnt even want to say bye to me lar. i mean am i tt bad tt u had to ignore whatever i do? everytime i greet, u just go by. -.- i noe im lousy ok. u din have to make me feel worse.
SYSW
