totally upset - i'm such a disappointment
first things first, HAPPY BDAY BENchew! n of course we cant forget SUHUA, happy 17th bday! last is to LEONARDong, HaPpY early BDAY(: happy?
neway, so we had a bday surprise party for them.. in my opinion, it turned out a little shitty lar.. but still err fun? in its own way..haha.. mabbe coz its close frens bah.. not rly true for me though.. its slightly foreign but at least im familiar w e bday boys.. :] heh..n not much gals such tt after the leads came, they left n e oni gals left are me n the 2gfs.. neway, tink the 2 had fun lar.. which is e main pt mah..e rest, not fun oso dun care(:
neway, so while others were chirpy n high, i went bck frm e bday ting rather moody. n still am right now. its probably a result of mixed feelings. i mean somehow i decided tt will appear although it seem a low probabilty. i wonder y my thoughts eh?so i decided to have my shirt's debut. afterall the msg was waiting for its debut. so somehow i rly saw but kept silent. yet wat ive decided was correct. its sixth sense mabbe. hah.. but my plans together with msg was left undone. it is one reason im disappointed.. other reasons, probably shall be left unsaid. some concerns me while some concerns others.. but it all made me upset.. so im totally moody now
SYSW
